The photograph of Madeleine as a child
Crow GirlThe photograph of Madeleine as a child is a hospital image that gives Victoria Bergman a first-hand visual encounter with her daughter after a separation of twenty years. Sent by a colleague in Copenhagen after Victoria had lost her sight, it has remained tucked inside a reference book until Victoria is invited to retrieve it. When she sees the child in the image, the resemblance to herself is striking; the photograph makes a distant family history suddenly personal and immediate.
Identity and Background
The image is identified in the conversation as a photograph of Madeleine Silfverberg when she was a child. Victoria has not met her daughter and explains that her knowledge of what happened to Madeleine comes from information and pictures rather than a reunion. She has seen other photographs, but this particular image was sent by a colleague in Copenhagen a couple of years before the encounter in which she finds it. The account therefore places the photograph at the intersection of two kinds of distance: the long separation between mother and daughter, and Victoria’s inability to look at the image when it first reached her.
The photograph is not kept in an album or displayed openly. Victoria says it is in a bookcase, inside a French-bound reference book on the same shelf as Freud, the third book from the left. The specificity of the directions matters: the image is present but concealed within an ordinary object, and recovering it requires someone else to locate and retrieve the book. Victoria can direct the search from memory of its place, but at that point she cannot inspect the photograph herself. Its storage turns an intimate family image into something temporarily inaccessible, even while its exact position remains known.
The Delayed Encounter
Before Victoria approaches the bookcase, she is asked whether she has ever met Madeleine. She answers that she has not, while explaining that she knows what happened to her and has seen pictures. The speaker offers this particular photograph and describes where it can be found, proposing that Victoria look at it while the conversation turns to capsulotomy and sensory deprivation. The image thus enters a scene already concerned with sight and its limits, but its importance is not merely illustrative: it gives Victoria an opportunity to encounter her daughter’s childhood likeness directly.
Victoria walks to the bookcase feeling angry, confused, and expectant. Her thought that she has not seen her daughter in twenty years, and now finds her in the appendix of a 1950s encyclopedia, gives the discovery its bitter irony. The photograph is an image of a child, but it comes to Victoria through a reference work and its appendix, far removed from the ordinary intimacy of family keepsakes. This setting does not explain the separation or resolve it; it marks how indirectly the daughter has been made present to her mother.
What the Photograph Shows
The photograph depicts a girl wrapped in a blanket in a hospital bed. Victoria recognizes a striking resemblance between Madeleine and herself. That likeness is the concrete revelation the image supplies: the child is no longer only a name attached to a history Victoria says she knows, but someone whose face appears to carry a visible connection to her mother. The scene does not establish what Madeleine looked like later or what their relationship would become. It confines the recognition to this childhood image and to Victoria’s response at the moment of seeing it.
The resemblance is followed by an oppressive feeling that creeps through Victoria’s stomach. The account therefore presents recognition as both visual and bodily, without turning it into a reunion or a resolution. The photograph does not speak, explain the past, or make up for the years apart. Its force lies in the conjunction of a specific likeness and the circumstances of its belated discovery: the image confirms a resemblance at the very moment when the lost time behind it becomes difficult to ignore.
Significance and Aftermath
The photograph changes the terms of Victoria’s knowledge. Until she retrieves it, she has described knowing what happened to Madeleine and having seen pictures, but she has not encountered this image herself since losing her sight. The earlier transfer from her colleague did not amount to a visual meeting; only when she walks to the shelf and pulls out the book does the particular photograph become available to her. The sequence makes access, rather than mere possession, central to the object’s role.
After seeing the hospital image, Victoria asks whether she can keep it. The request is a small but consequential response: instead of leaving the photograph as a borrowed illustration in a conversation, she seeks to retain it. The evidence does not say whether permission is granted, so the scene ends with the request rather than confirmed possession. As an object in the narrative, the photograph holds together absence and recognition. It cannot restore the mother-daughter relationship or supply the missing years, but it gives Victoria an image in which their resemblance is visible, and makes that recognition the scene’s decisive change.